can anyone drop a short summary of the story, I dropped this a long time ago and I wanna k...

depends on where you dropped... and if you like being in pain or not

*****i'm gonna do a shitty recap, so spoiler warning for y'all******

the story starts off with dooshik and jooha in a small town -- d finds out that j is basically selling his body to pay off debt, classic plot except when he cums, it's pearls -- d at first wants to take advantage of this but falls for j and wants to save him -- more things happen, they run away together (from the person j is indebted to) and just when things are happy, SHIT HITS THE FAN AND WE ARE IN PAIN -- lots of SA and r***, j is abused a LOT, like a lot a lot and i still haven't recovered from that, d saves him again but then also is kind of the cause of someone else getting abused (which is fucked up and i can't forget it, he was like the greenest green flag before that and now i have mixed feelings) -- one thing leads to another and the person who j is indebted to kidnaps j and more SA takes place, d rescues him and the other guy gets killed but at the cost of j getting hurt and losing his memories -- d and j stay together while j is recovering (i won't spoil the very end bc it is painful) -- we are currently in the side stories which are in j's perspective in the time after he loses his memories but before the very end..

like i said, i'm still in pain -- this story has a lot of high highs and very low LOWS. it's your choice whether you want to read bc it's way more than i just described it.

the art is phenomenal and gets better towards the end but buckle in for a dark plot -- the author described the first half of the story being less dark and more fun but then the second part is less fun and more dark.

i won't say you have to read it, but if you choose to, good luck.

i- i stopped at the beginning when everything was all pink and pearls. but tbh, it's good I stopped there cuz what the fuck die I just read.

thank for the summary. I won't touch this lmfao