This is the comment I can agree the most with
I 100% agree with you
Past Dooshik was like past jooha's escape from all the horror he faced.
He could go to dooshik and be for once allowed a choice.
They fit so well with eachother bcuz they respected eachother boundaries.
I truly hate the dynamic they have now, jooha truly lost his autonomy and personality when he lost his memory.
Fr. It almost feels like the author forgot how to write their own characters. They just don't feel like them anymore. Fuck you mean, "I can't wait anymore"? You waited months, years, you can fucking do it again, for a man YOU KNOW is so traumatized he *cut out his own memory* to survive. That's some serious shit. It was super cute how he decided he was interested but why did he think he was gonna top?? Why not have Jooha do some research and naturally decide to bottom again? Why not write it in literally any other way that doesn't make it feel so icky?
Unless the author is leading up to that this is a mistake and it's not meant to be a good time for either of them (which is entirely possible: Jooha lost his memory and dooshik had a fever), then it'd make sense. But we will only know that with future chapters.
Hmm. I don't really like this new dynamic much. One of the most beautiful things about their relationship before was that Dooshik may have been flirty/horny/openly interested and Jooha the more reserved/shy of the two but Jooha always had the final say on whether or not they had sex and he *wanted* it, and that's what made their relationship before so special in between all the horror. Esp considering the literal fucking nightmare Jooha's life had been and still was at times. IRL, this would be rape, full stop. Fiction is fiction whatever, I'm not trying to argue what's appropriate or not in fiction in the comments section of a porn manhwa on an illegal site. Either way, for me it's just lacking that spark they had before. I'm really disappointed, honestly.