I can't believe it.... I read this novel years ago haha the nostalgia hits different

Where did U read the novel???

I'm not sure what happened to the rest of the chapters but I used this site

https://haikushilan.wordpress.com/saye/

use NU ( https://www.novelupdates.com/series/saye/?pg=16#myTable)
its called SaYe as well.
this site has them as well: https://www.asianovel.net/story/1915/