So me personally I think the older brother knew what he was doing when he ran away, he knew eventually the younger brother would find him, that his feelings would never go away...he let his younger brother believe he was being the more dominant by wanting to have his older brother, when in reality the younger brother played him the whole time and knew about everything and made him pretty much want sex with him...the older brother technically is the dominant and pretty much made the younger brother the submissive party without even knowing even if he says he will never let go of him...it's the older brother pulling the whole strings the whole time....my thoughts anyways...
So me personally I think the older brother knew what he was doing when he ran away, he knew eventually the younger brother would find him, that his feelings would never go away...he let his younger brother believe he was being the more dominant by wanting to have his older brother, when in reality the younger brother played him the whole time and knew about everything and made him pretty much want sex with him...the older brother technically is the dominant and pretty much made the younger brother the submissive party without even knowing even if he says he will never let go of him...it's the older brother pulling the whole strings the whole time....my thoughts anyways...