thoughts and feelings

1. i love the characters
2. the attachment the ppl have to the dead in this story is strong, like both families like judith bc of her purple eyes, jonas was liked bc of his face, luca the same, and than the fact that judith comes to hate luca's face bc it doesnt resemble lalisa face
3. luca's pov before we learned what we did, judith is relying on an unreliable narrator aka a young childs perspective of ppl. so of course the ppl around her felt 2d as in there were either perfect or evil, bc thats how luca saw them.
4. we can kind of guess that the present luca has already live this life and that he reversed time with his wish, so of course he wants to keep distance from ppl he cared about even more so when he believed that no one loved him and honestly even luca is viewing the world with the pov of his younger self, like no adult is honest in front of a child, so while luca believes he knows the character of ppl he also just relies on the 2d view
5. judith and ruediger are so cute
6. franz looks much more like a villain with no arm or eye lol
7. the climax kind of came out of no where but it also fits lol, like judith set up this whole plan to capture franz and then ruediger's like or assassination (=・ω・=) lol. but i hope they stretch the story more bc im not ready for it to end lol (and there are still lots of plot lines that need to be ended so)
8. judith's past, super intersting concept, and its interesting seeing things from her view, like at first with an outside view she is a villain, i mean she neglected a boy and sold him, but then with the context of how things happened we obviously feel for her. judith started taking care of luca when she was like 20ish and like girl was poor and hungry that anger had no where to go. she didnot really sell him she was just saying things out of anger and she was a good aunt at first, all her family died she struggles to stay the good aunt, depression hits and shes lost and wants something to blame, she doesnt blame luca but the person he looks like so she neglects luca, be she contunied to house him, feed him, and care for him. we even see her giving up eating so that he can eat. so yeah it was not the best but she struggled through it and its funny that even judith looked but on her past action (though she didnt know it was herself) and hated the things she did.
9. i hope we get ruediger's pov bc i would like to know how he felt through his life, honestly there is no way he liked jonas, bc jonas got almost everything he wanted and then ruediger was neglected sad. then ruediger is tasked with finding and raising jonas' physical copy like it can't be easy, so the scene on the wagon were ruediger dies saving luca, luca is told that its bc ruediger doesnt love him but its his responsibility to protect him and im just wondering what he was really thinking in those moments