I want him to remember too but at the same time I don't want him to remember all the bad things he lived ToT he suffered A LOT
Yeah a part of me wants him to remember too. For Dooshik. But mainly I think it's better this way. Although I do feel like if he were to get his memories back then after this last chapter would acc be pretty okay. Like Dooshik can (and has, I think?) finally let go of his regret and guilt "on his own" (w/o the Jooha that has his memories) and Jooha has come to love Dooshik again and trusts and leans on him. So I feel like Jooha would be okay even if he got his memories back. I'd personally be fine with either endings tbh
chat am i selfish for lowkey still wanting jooha to get his memories back? :( why does it still feel like he's running away from his problems, or maybe im just forgetting how traumatic it was (its been a while reading the main story) that it is better this way?