wait what does he mean, i’m confused

So when he filmed the suicide scene everyone was concerned because he didn't hesitate to jump and when he did jump he did it with a smile so basically everyone who witnessed saw first hand into his psyche and could tell he was someone who really wanted to die. And now he almost did die risking his life like that so Psycho is most likely upset because his boyfriend shows no value for his own life.

Omg thankyou sm for this comment I was very confused for a sec