The author has done such a great job with Cirrus’ character (Skylar’s too for the ones who read the RAWS bc he gets his development too) truly brilliant no wonder he’s indeed the REAL “cloud” and also the ONE person who will also make Skylar give on those glasses (clue in the cover as well)
The fundamental aspects of Cirrus reveal the complexity of a character marked by pain, loyalty and the desire to be understood, nuanced by a family and emotional background that defines each of his decisions and relationships.
Below, the key elements that outline his personality and his deepest motivations are broken down:
1) Family background
From childhood, Cirrus experienced the absence of paternal love, which shaped in him a void that was difficult to cope with. This lack of affection caused him to grow up without the necessary support and backing, but he found comfort and a figure of unconditional love in his dog, Candy. More than just a "pet," Candy became his family, his emotional refuge, and his source of comfort. Cirrus looks after her with devotion, constantly concerned about her well-being and health, especially since Candy is an older dog. This deep connection with Candy reflects Cirrus's ability to love and care, an emotional inheritance he likely received from his mother.
2) Lack of love and school bullying
The lack of love and the constant bullying he was subjected to during his growth, caused Cirrus to undergo a profound transformation, initially avoiding closeness with others, choosing to go unnoticed, but after his closeness to Chan-Il he began to create a facade that was conform to the expectations of others, in the hopes of being accepted. This pattern was cemented in his relationship with Chan-Il, his first FRIEND, whom he began to imitate, emulating his behavior and mannerisms until he became someone everyone could superficially appreciate. This arose as a defense against a world that was hostile and lacking in empathy.
3) Loyalty
Despite his hardships, Cirrus has proven to be unconditionally loyal to those who have earned his respect and genuine affection. He was loyal to Chan-Il, who defended him and included him in his social circle. He has also been open with his childhood friend, Ri-In, who knows about his past and some of the adversities he has gone through, showing her his unmasked side. This loyalty extends to Skylar, who has come to know both his vulnerable and complex sides, reaffirming Cirrus's willingness to give his trust when someone reciprocates with genuine kindness.
4) Protective towards his loved ones
Cirrus's protective instinct is a reflection of his capacity for love. Just as he cares for Candy, he has shown the same level of dedication to Skylar. His care for Skylar translates into concrete actions, such as when he protected him from Dongsik or when he took the blame for the incident at the store, preventing Skylar from being implicated. By taking full blame, he demonstrated how far he is willing to go to safeguard the well-being of those he loves, despite the consequences this might bring.
5) Non-violent
Cirrus is a sensitive character who tries not to opt for physical violence. Despite his desire to avoid it, in extreme situations he has lost control and reacted negatively. The first incident occurred in elementary school with a classmate who made fun of him for not having a mother, then with his stepmother who, upon discovering that she and his father had invaded his personal space, Cirrus, in an act of rage, confronted her. Later, he repeated an episode of violence with Dongsik. These events reflect how, when he feels hurt or pushed to the limit, he loses control and goes overboard, a marked contrast with Skylar, who is impulsive by nature and does not always measure the consequences of his actions.
6) Cirrus is open with his feelings
Unlike Skylar, Cirrus isn't afraid to show some of his emotions in his relationship with Skylar, whom he has always expressed how much he loves him. Throughout their relationship, he has insisted that Skylar be honest with his own feelings. For example, at one point when Skylar feared others would see them together, Cirrus confronts him afterward, seeking not only his approval but reassurance that his love is reciprocated. He expresses his need for physical affection, revealing his vulnerability and his desire to be recognized by his beloved, despite the social consequences this might have.
These points outline Cirrus as a deeply human character, with a mix of strengths and weaknesses that intertwine with his past and present experiences. Cirrus is, ultimately, a character with multiple layers, each of which reveals a mix of sensitivity, pain, protection and deep LOVE!!
The author has done such a great job with Cirrus’ character (Skylar’s too for the ones who read the RAWS bc he gets his development too) truly brilliant no wonder he’s indeed the REAL “cloud” and also the ONE person who will also make Skylar give on those glasses (clue in the cover as well)
The fundamental aspects of Cirrus reveal the complexity of a character marked by pain, loyalty and the desire to be understood, nuanced by a family and emotional background that defines each of his decisions and relationships.
Below, the key elements that outline his personality and his deepest motivations are broken down:
1) Family background
From childhood, Cirrus experienced the absence of paternal love, which shaped in him a void that was difficult to cope with. This lack of affection caused him to grow up without the necessary support and backing, but he found comfort and a figure of unconditional love in his dog, Candy.
More than just a "pet," Candy became his family, his emotional refuge, and his source of comfort. Cirrus looks after her with devotion, constantly concerned about her well-being and health, especially since Candy is an older dog. This deep connection with Candy reflects Cirrus's ability to love and care, an emotional inheritance he likely received from his mother.
2) Lack of love and school bullying
The lack of love and the constant bullying he was subjected to during his growth, caused Cirrus to undergo a profound transformation, initially avoiding closeness with others, choosing to go unnoticed, but after his closeness to Chan-Il he began to create a facade that was conform to the expectations of others, in the hopes of being accepted. This pattern was cemented in his relationship with Chan-Il, his first FRIEND, whom he began to imitate, emulating his behavior and mannerisms until he became someone everyone could superficially appreciate. This arose as a defense against a world that was hostile and lacking in empathy.
3) Loyalty
Despite his hardships, Cirrus has proven to be unconditionally loyal to those who have earned his respect and genuine affection. He was loyal to Chan-Il, who defended him and included him in his social circle. He has also been open with his childhood friend, Ri-In, who knows about his past and some of the adversities he has gone through, showing her his unmasked side. This loyalty extends to Skylar, who has come to know both his vulnerable and complex sides, reaffirming Cirrus's willingness to give his trust when someone reciprocates with genuine kindness.
4) Protective towards his loved ones
Cirrus's protective instinct is a reflection of his capacity for love. Just as he cares for Candy, he has shown the same level of dedication to Skylar. His care for Skylar translates into concrete actions, such as when he protected him from Dongsik or when he took the blame for the incident at the store, preventing Skylar from being implicated.
By taking full blame, he demonstrated how far he is willing to go to safeguard the well-being of those he loves, despite the consequences this might bring.
5) Non-violent
Cirrus is a sensitive character who tries not to opt for physical violence. Despite his desire to avoid it, in extreme situations he has lost control and reacted negatively. The first incident occurred in elementary school with a classmate who made fun of him for not having a mother, then with his stepmother who, upon discovering that she and his father had invaded his personal space, Cirrus, in an act of rage, confronted her. Later, he repeated an episode of violence with Dongsik. These events reflect how, when he feels hurt or pushed to the limit, he loses control and goes overboard, a marked contrast with Skylar, who is impulsive by nature and does not always measure the consequences of his actions.
6) Cirrus is open with his feelings
Unlike Skylar, Cirrus isn't afraid to show some of his emotions in his relationship with Skylar, whom he has always expressed how much he loves him. Throughout their relationship, he has insisted that Skylar be honest with his own feelings. For example, at one point when Skylar feared others would see them together, Cirrus confronts him afterward, seeking not only his approval but reassurance that his love is reciprocated. He expresses his need for physical affection, revealing his vulnerability and his desire to be recognized by his beloved, despite the social consequences this might have.
These points outline Cirrus as a deeply human character, with a mix of strengths and weaknesses that intertwine with his past and present experiences.
Cirrus is, ultimately, a character with multiple layers, each of which reveals a mix of sensitivity, pain, protection and deep LOVE!!
Chapeau to Paskim!