Woooah! Sounds like harada or Ogawa level of angst. Following
I'm sorry, I would love to help you but I haven't read that. Hope you'll find it soon, I'm also interested in finding this tbh
Joining the follow train (〜￣Д￣)〜
Following also. Story seems so familiar. I just can't remember. Sorry this is not an answer. (￣∇￣")
After searching for nearly 8 hours, I finally found it! It's a one-shot by Nishida Higashi http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koi_wo_shimashou/mst/v01/c006/1.html/pg-1/
Need help! Looking for a yaoi manga where the uke manipulates his senpai (seme) by turning him into a jobless, alcoholic man who cheats on his wife so that they can stay together forever. Eventually the seme finds out about the truth and sobered up, but still chooses to stay with the uke because he loves him. I think it has 2 chapters. Been looking for the title since forever. Please?