What’s the title

I can’t remember the title of the bl I read a couple years ago the only thing I remember is that the bottom bought a cactus and the top didn’t care that much, but when the bottom left him he got really attached to the cactus and when it died he came crying to the bottom. I’m pretty sure they didn’t end up together and the bottom found a better guy but I can’t remember. If anyone knows the tiltle please give it or a link thank u