she must've blamed herself a lot, she really endured so much...

regardless of her behavior, it's not her fault that the parents died.

those were unforseen circumstances. a lot of things could've been different if she hadn't ran away, sure, but accidents happen even though you're being careful or being still. it could've happened on a different day, or some other time nobody really knows.

at the end of the day it was an accident.

you're right