No, you're right. He's been a manipulating ass since the very first moment now that I look back..
I already read the raws for it and as long as I can remember, he had a closure with his first love, I already forgot what all that happened but they are still close friends.
Hmmmm, the closure part is ehhh for me, maybe too early to judge, the first love guy can fuck up to the point that it will change my mind ? but for now, uke is better with the first love guy than seme, if the first love guy didn’t genuinely do anything wrong and uke still end up with seme then I might drop this
Sorry, spoiler but you know the first love didn’t do anything wrong, I’m just glad that he was able to be himself and was able to admit to his first love all his trauma, I mean I guess he realized himself that he likes the ml more. But for me, as long as he’s not pretending to be someone else to feel better about himself it’s all good to me. And At least the ml was able to properly convey that what happened to him is not because he called him ’cute’ it’s just something that bound to happened because of his parents doings. And that his trauma is just not his fault and those things are just coincidental and has nothing to do with himself.
It was so good at the beginning, and then it just become confusing ? Like I want to root for the seme but then the uke first love didn’t do anything wrong for as far as we know, he genuinely a good guy and still in love with uke and uke love him too, and seme is slowly becoming the bad guy for manipulating uke and we were suppose to root seme and uke being together ?? Because right now I’m rooting for uke and his first love more. I guess I can’t judge much since it still ongoing but uke first love really need to make a fuck up of the century or turn out to be so toxic ( which doesn’t seem like it at all) then uke end up with seme is just unreasonable