I'm Feeling Homicidal

I wish I'd actually looked at what I was reading first before just picking up something random from a reddit rec because I wanna beat someone to death with a pillow case of bricks rn. Twenty chapters...TWENTY CHAPTERS IN JUST FOR THEM TO KILL OFF MY BEEF CAKE AND REPLACE HIM WITH A TWINKY FEMBOY CLICHE? FOUL PLAY. FOUL PLAY I SAY. And I'm never gonna go in blind again because these authors are fucked in the head with their weird ass ideas of what they think is romantic. Having an 18 year old eventually end up with someone they knew as an 8 year old child is not cute, it's fucking rancid. Not only did they pull a twink death in reverse because these mother fuckers can't get off unless he looks like a 12 year old boy, but you're gonna screw with the physical age difference as if that makes it not fucking weird? You tryna gaslight me into thinking this isn't just another take on the 'I raised this boy and now we fuck' trophe? Ha. Try me bitch. You'd have better luck convincing me that Elton John is straight.