This is just too much. -spoilers-

youraedthiswrogn April 22, 2017 2:08 am

Everything that happened to Ogata in chapter 2 is not okay. For those who don't understand what happened aside from him having been raped: Ayase invited Ogata out with the intention of raping him, the ENTIRE rape had been planned no matter how you look at it. To ensure that the rape went smoothly Ayase did two things: 1. he brought Kamiya into the mix for his pheromones to ensure that Ogata would be turned on and to keep Ogatas body in a state that would accept sex, this is why he didn't have to prepare Ogata's ass before entering; the omega pheromones prepare him for sex, they make him hard and lose his reasoning. 2. He repeatedly berated Ogata's sense of values in an attempt to weaken him. Ayase repeatedly tells Ogata that he is the same as any other asshole of an alpha with the same intentions of domination and to impregnate, which just isn't true as we know that Ogata is an actually good person. Ayase is trying to break Ogata so he won't feel like he has any right to fight back during the rape, and it works...

For anyone who feels any sympathy for the omega (Kamiya), don't. While yes, he seems to have had a sad past and may still be struggling even now, he still made the conscious decision to help Ayase rape Ogata (who had been nothing but nice to him). Even AFTER everything that happened in chapter 3, Kamiya STILL chose to do what he did which kinda makes all of chapter 3 null. Chapter 3 is literally just there to make you second guess your decision on whether or not to hate Kamiya and i'm telling you that he should definitely be hated. His sob story doesn't matter because IN THE PRESENT he is a piece of shit.

The only two good people in this manga are Ogata and the company president. For those of you holding out hope that Ayase loves Ogata, i wouldn't hold my breath (i haven't read the raws or anything, i'm speaking based on the 3 chapters released so far), so far the manga just shows Ayase as a prejudiced asshole. Ayase is seen having prejudiced thoughts about omegas the entirety of the first two chapters (classic things like how omegas are only good for getting pregnant, bla bla bla) and can be seen saying something that sounds bitterly sarcastic towards Alphas as well when he says "you're the only alpha sama in your department", in this scene Ayase is justifying the way Ogata's superior is treating him by basically agreeing with him about how "because you're an alpha you're expected to have higher results than your peers". "Sama" is rarely used and is usually used as a form of high respect, so the fact that it is used in this context surely shows sarcasm which, to me, indicates some kind of bitterness towards alphas as well rather than just towards omegas. I don't believe Ayase raped Ogata out of love, i think it was a hate crime. Think about it, if Ayase raped Ogata out of love, then the perfect moment to allude to his feelings towards Ogata would've been either during the rape or in the scene right after when he was paying Kamiya for the "assistance", but the only thing he had to say was "i enjoyed myself". If he were really in love then why is it that, after the rape, he looked over and saw Ogata huddled there with a zoned out expression looking like he'd had his soul sucked out and had nothing to say other than "i enjoyed myself"? If he was in love he'd feel remorse for the amount of emotional and psychological damage he'd inflicted. Just to be clear, i'm not talking about the concept of love, i'm saying that i don't believe the mangaka was even intending for it to look, even slightly, like Ayase is in love with Ogata.

This is not a fluffy manga so don't expect love or any kind of happy ending, this is a "train wreck" manga that you read only because of the "holy shit that's fucked up" feeling you get while reading it. I'll continue reading, quite hypocritically, out of hopes that Ayase IS actually in love and will eventually get on his hands and knees apologizing to Ogata and still have to win him over in a long, painful process that takes chapters because that is the only way i could even remotely be okay with them being together if he IS in love. I'm not playing, Ogata will have to HARSHLY refuse him over and over again, throw the rape in his face and the first time that Ayase confesses Ogata will have to punch him in the face and call him disgusting for confessing after raping him (something along the lines of: "-punches- You think i give a SHIT how you feel after what you did? Disgusting.". I'm serious, if they're to end up together i need to see Ayase in some serious pain, like fucking serious pain. I want to see his soul crushed when he sees the hate in Ogatas eyes when he confesses. Also, Ogata HAS to be the seme. period. Their first time has to be rough on Ayase as well. Other than this specific situation though, i don't see any way that any of those three could get together and it be a satisfying ending. As i always say at the end of every omegaverse: please include babies. It'd also be hilarious if Ayase ended up pregnant, i'm sure by then (if everything went how i described it) that i'll have moved on (not forgiven) Ayase so i'll be happy for him because he'll be pregnant by his loved one, but i'll also feel a dark joy inside because of what he did and now HE'S the one on bottom and getting pregnant. (●'◡'●)ノ

Responses
    youraedthiswrogn April 22, 2017 2:17 am

    Also, in addition to what i had to say about pitying Kamiya: Take another look at the end of chapter 2, after the rape Kamiya just casually takes the compensation money without ANY shown concern for Ogata, none... NO CONCERN. He is fucking heartless. The only thing he has to say is "Eh? seriously? is this even ok?" and he says that about the amount of money Ayase gives him. He has something to say about the amount of money given to him, but not about how he just witnessed Ogata, the ONE person who has been nice to him this entire time, getting raped by the asshole who has been bullying him this entire time... Everyone, it is safe to ignore chapter 3 and hate Kamiya as, regardless of his past, he is fucking human scum in the present.

    nanami April 22, 2017 2:21 am

    I feel the same... Ps: first i was like nah it's to long then u suck me in

    youraedthiswrogn April 22, 2017 2:28 am
    I feel the same... Ps: first i was like nah it's to long then u suck me in nanami

    Thank you (⌒▽⌒)

    Sexy Dango April 22, 2017 5:06 am

    You just spoke my thoughts! There are so many yaoi stories out there that I wish would've done the stupid seme SUFFER before the uke can even start to forgive him! They always give this half assed "I'm sorry" and BUM! forgiven, It really gets on my nerves!!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ That's why I try to skip the "rape-love" stories, I hope this one is not one of those, and that Ogata will have his revenge on Ayase and then move forward... but tbh I doubt it...

    Nemunemu April 22, 2017 8:26 am

    Absolutely and completely agree with you here .(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    F.r.i.e.n.d.s April 22, 2017 9:45 am

    I dont know why there are 5 thumbs dowm so people dont like when someone is saying truth but you got all the likes when you ship an abuser with a victim just because you have the card about fiction and reality even in fiction if the victim does not like it and have traumatic effect it is wrong.

    Anonymous April 22, 2017 1:47 pm

    Amen all of this

    youraedthiswrogn April 23, 2017 4:16 am

    Thank you for the support guys (⌒▽⌒) It's nice to see that there're people with their heads on right.