Bro she had no choice, her father forced her to, and by then, she's too deep in the lie. She just wanted to feel pretty and useful in life after being tood probably her whole life that all she was good for as a woman was to get married.
If I was her I would also want some freedom from my asshole father until I got tied down to an asshole husband. She never had any mean thoughts either. She loved the mc, and genuinely tried to help people despite knowing it would be dangerous for her
She literally talked about how she craves everyone's attention hence her CHOOSING to still play as the Saint and ENJOYING it, then she got jealous when she saw the Mc had more power than her, I'd rather your whitewashed version of her but unfortunately like every human in this story shes just a cunt which sucks because she had the potential to become a character favorite, maybe take off the rosetinted glasses and re-read it again then maybe you'll process her character better lol
I can't believe her first thought after being saved by the Mc was to get jealous over the fact Mc is the real saintess and has power unlike her. Really shows how shitty her character truly is. Like how are you gonna get saved and not say thank you? Shes clearly just an attention whore who's power hungry sheesh
I don't like the blondie. She wanted all the glory while it last, sucking off all the honey untill all that left was just problem for the real awaken to take care of? Fuck you. I have a little care if in the end she will be friend with mc or not because she doesnt have any neccessary function for mc's goal in the future. Youre a frog. Go swim on the swamp or something.