the way atp dan does not value himself at all hurts me so bad you don't udnerstand. my boy has been conditioned to think he's just a tool and his feelings don't matter. even in this situation he's actually thinking of jjk first. he thinks jjk living in a rural area like that is his fault.
when they were having a conversation, he tells him his (ultimate) reason for not going back is that he won't be able to cope if something similar were to happen again, meaning he's worried he'll be used to harm jaekyung once more.
he didn't actually want to do the check up in the beginning but when he hears the old man mention that jaekyung has been helping him, dan feels guilty and agrees.
he suggests to have sex, to use his body as a means AGAIN even tho he must hate it, ONLY to stop jaekyung from "wasting" his time on him. kim dan genuinely believes he's not even worth jaekyung's time.
god please kill me because I cannot bear to see this man get mistreated one more time.
the way atp dan does not value himself at all hurts me so bad you don't udnerstand. my boy has been conditioned to think he's just a tool and his feelings don't matter. even in this situation he's actually thinking of jjk first. he thinks jjk living in a rural area like that is his fault.
when they were having a conversation, he tells him his (ultimate) reason for not going back is that he won't be able to cope if something similar were to happen again, meaning he's worried he'll be used to harm jaekyung once more.
he didn't actually want to do the check up in the beginning but when he hears the old man mention that jaekyung has been helping him, dan feels guilty and agrees.
he suggests to have sex, to use his body as a means AGAIN even tho he must hate it, ONLY to stop jaekyung from "wasting" his time on him. kim dan genuinely believes he's not even worth jaekyung's time.
god please kill me because I cannot bear to see this man get mistreated one more time.