So that there won't be any misunderstandings, the artist SUCKS at creating fl's expression...

So that there won't be any misunderstandings, the artist SUCKS at creating fl's expressions. They made her seem as if she enjoys what happens to her. That is NOT the impression you get from the book. And for those who call her stupid, try growing up in her environment, groomed and abused and you'll see how your oh so intelligent self wouldn't be as such, especially in this time period with literally ZERO true social interactions. I fucking hate ml, he's even more disgusting in the book.
If one person loved her, that was Fabian but he died unjustly from the hands of that worthless sociopath who gets a kick from torturing a little girl that has nothing to do with what happened to him and his mother. He DOESN'T care about how she feels and what happens to her as long as he can have her around to use her. He only cares about power, he's nothing but a hollow piece of trash that is unable to ever feel anything as emotionally complex as love. He's only capable of selflove. He sees her as someone bellow him, as less than an object. Life next to him is and will keep on being miserable for fl. Fuck i would pay the author to read an alternative ending where he dies painfully so i can laugh. But that's not possible so... The novel was just misery porn unfortunately.