
The beginning really captivated me, especially the way the main character was portrayed. You know that excitement when the tension keeps building, and even their smallest interactions feel thrilling? But the middle part felt overwhelming. By the end of the novel, they do end up together, but it wasn’t entirely satisfying. Zenya, in particular, didn’t seem to change much.

Zhenya changed but also didn’t? It’s hard to describe to be honest. He definitely cares about Taekjoo now, but he’s still selfish sometimes and in a way “abusive” and a rapist (depends). Idk how to describe it. He became better but also still sucks The ending is nice and satisfying in my opinion though. They end up together and kind of like…run away? Idk. I love the novel but at the same time I dislike how ambiguous they make things sometimes.
Specifically involving Taekjoo and Zhenya’s relationship. Like, sometimes I’m confused on whether Taekjoo even cares if Zhenya cheats or doesn’t, and the same the other way around. Or if they’re even actually monogamous. As well as Taekjoo’s amnesia arc…. It’s just a whole thing. I wish the author would’ve been more clear about certain things but it could be a translation problem
A small spoiler: in the last novel towards the end, Zhenya believed he accidentally killed Taekjoo (not on purpose or from a fight ir anything, long story) and because he thought Taekjoo was gone he was gonna kill himself Taekjoo was still alive though and stopped him just in time
Ok listen to me, I don't wanna deal with another black/red flag at this point and I know for a fact he is INDEED ot good. But damn gorgeous tho no doubt
So the thing is someone tell me is the novel completed and does it have a good, satisfactory ending or not like u know.........I wanna know does zhenya end up falling delululu or not.
I will only start reading it knowing that the ending to be good and that it would put my heart to ease after it ends ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭