Wish I could draw like this

You can! Start by copying as many panels as you can, even tracing is fine at the beginning. Most of an artist's ability is practice, not talent. It's not like sports, which relies a lot on your physical abilities. A great artist can come from anywhere, doesn't matter when they started to practice.

why you a good motivational speaker though

Cause I have to motivate myself for everything trust, if you ever want to make art like this, you CAN get really good just by copying. Eventually you'll have enough confidence to draw without copying, but just focus on having fun or you'll end up like me (professional illustrator who hates to draw and paint LMAO)

I felt that in my soul. Drawing used to be really fun but if you work in that field, it starts to feel like an endless tiring chore and you just wanna chill in your free time. It's not like drawing is not fun anymore, but it's like you'd rather do something else cuz you're getting sick of it lmao