
np! i read like 130+ chapters in one sitting hoping something would happen but nothing so far, i gave up
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even after her sacrifices were revealed, he never earnestly begged for her apology or anything, he just goes “im sorry” and thats that.. the title is based on things the ML wish he knew because its his first time w this relationship but even then like MC gave up so much…
even worse, MC continues to forget parts of her life a lot due to the tea she drank, and she even drank it a second time just to save her brother and ML. her memory loss got so bad she would forget they were divorced and go back to MLs house + she would forget up to 1 year worth of memories. her memory loss was triggered by extreme stress , i felt so bad for her.
she saw the officer that drugged her in a dinner and she ended up recalling the memories that she forgot (what happened during the interview/interrogation) and ML just thought she was crazy and was pissed because it was a stain on his reputation, his ex-wife was a crazy lady.

No frr cuz I read some spoilers and they said ml found out the fl was drugged and had the antidote but didn’t give it to fl. He was actually in love with the fl this whole time but didn’t know how to express it, and was happy that her memories regressed due to the drug and rn she thinks they’re still married. He only gave her the antidote cuz her memories started regressing to the beginning of their marriage and he was scared she’ll regress to before they even married

i didnt make it that far but he was so shitty genuinely, after MC made that mistake once, everytime she would go to his home ML would ask her “do you love me?” and that was his way of confirming if MC was there with memory loss or not. if she said yes ily hed be happy cause it means she forgot that they were divorced. whenever she said no hed be disappointed
just read the novel, genuinely theres no point to the story, they’re getting no where, mc’s suffering is sooo one-sided, ml never grovels, he has no empathy. not worth reading