
Everything makes sense now. Thanks. Very complicated emotions are portrayed here. Yeongwoon is the sole sufferer who had nothing to do with any of the fucked up twisted situation of Seo-in's family. Here Seo-in was also the biggest victim. A child who was made to believe that he is nothing but a shadow. Never in his life he can ever be first for someone. Based on his mother's pointless whim he suffered mentally. Whatever he did in the present is not justified but still I pity him. Both Yeonwoon and Seo-in found solace in each other. Now they are just hurting each other. Seo-in is pushing it tho. At first I thought this story would be some common both side unrequited love which was not actually unrequited if any of them confessed first. But for their case none of them could confess. It was taken away from them. Ohhh my poor babies. I wanna time travel and save them so bad.
Sorry for ranting ( ̄∇ ̄")
So, what I truly understood til this far ...A selfish hope of SEO -in's mother made all the kids and involving Yeongwoon as well made all of there mental stability ruin... First it all started with Seo-in's mom lost a twin...found SEO -in the spitting image of Jaewon and adopted Seo-in in hope of having twins again...but failed to give equal love and understanding to seo-in because (he was adopted) Jaewon was a fucked up kid.. became more fucked up by seeing his own mother adopting another son because he thought he's not physically as fit and might die out his illness so he began scheming Out of jealousy and tormented Seo-in (always wanting Seo-in to be his shadow here means "you can be my brother but could never take my place as a real kid because you are inferior") both Seo-in and Jaewon's mental struggle kept going till Seo-in saw Jaewon hating on Yeongwoon because Yeongwoon was way better in judo than Jaewon and thought of (why not getting back at Jaewon by involving Yeongwoon) because Yeongwoon was an total outsider Jaewon can't harm him and Seo-in can keep hurting Jaewon (thus the game of thrones started) But who knew That When Yeongwoon started talking in favour of Seo-in and praising him, supporting him (that's where Seo-in first felt ....oh so I can be loved and supported?) and from further very slowly the game which started on the base of Hurting Jaewon as much as he can Seo-in slowly saw himself falling for Yeongwoon and that's where it all started with some chats, meeting up when Yeongwoon ran from his father's beating taking shelter from Seo-in and Seo-in's asking favour of kissing and practicing but catching deep feelings where he started dreaming of Him and Yeongwoon in a world where there is nobody. Basically, both were saving eachother from there own traumas but than Jaewon caught a glimpse of Seo-in having feelings for Yeongwoon and that's where he got an upper hand on Seo-in again and showed Seo-in he can't have any single thing to himself and made that move of Kissing in front of Yeongwoon (that's where misunderstanding started) and after Seo-in left for America for his modeling Jaewon now started bullying Yeongwoon to the point where Seo-in's mom stepped in and paid hush money to Yeongwoon's father and the father (that degenerate) kept taking money to settle his own debt... that's where Yeongwoon knew it's high time to run away...and When Seo-in came back couldn't find Yeongwoon anywhere that's when the school friend told him (why are you finding him now? You are the reason for all this) .... basically very fucked up...Kids not being kids and getting fucked up. Dragging it in adult hood. That's why Seo-in's mom was shocked seeing Yeongwoon and Seo-in together because she is equally responsible for Yeongwoon's situation. Oh my Yeongwoon he is the only one in this story who deserves to be happy!