is it worth it??..

I would let it marinate. I'm starting to think big man isn't human for real and like he's Frankenstein or smth like that with no real emotion or thought kind of (hence him wanting to learn all the time). And there is something up with the city too. There is a lot we don't know. But I would say if you're having mixed feelings better to not read it right now, I wouldn't say it's bad, just not worth it when you could be reading something else. <3 hope that helps