The CH1 SA scene

People who have read the RAWS seem to be talking about Chapter 1. I thought he was having a lashback that was triggered by the shit people were saying behind him. I didn't even realize it was SA (cause I speed-read first). I thought the guy he liked used him and lied to save himself (classic situation).

Yh so from the raws their first time is completely conceded like you don't see anything and yet whilst it's only a couple panels they made the sa scene explicit which I found gross and weird

Cencered*

What are you talking about?? I just looked at the raws and there is plenty to see in their first time in chapter 6. It's implied they "failed" to go all the way due to Haru getting too overwhelmed by what they were doing, but if you're talking about the scene itself, it's 9 pages long, during which "you can see" plenty, compared to the SA scene has two-three panels with a blowjob. The dicks are censored in both scenes, which is the norm for most yaoi manga, but it's still explicit during their first time in chapter 6.

The raws I bought literally had 0 dicks shown at all during their first time whereas chapter 1 had his whole dick out uncensored

And to be completely honest I don't think any sa scene should be uncensored it's very easy to do a sa or rape scene without showing the dick and this goes for all authors I can't think of any other reason why the choose to draw it uncensored

Unconcerned explicit even drawing the dick and having it blurred or with vendor lines *

Interesting, because the raws I'm looking at has lightsaber dicks in both scenes. The one in chapter 1 has no lines at all, just a white rod in Haru's hand; the ones in chapter 6 has some slight linework to imply the existence of SOMETHING.

Where exactly would the guy even have "his whole dick out" in chapter 1, anyways?? Again, two panels: in one of them, Haru is clearly holding that asshole's dick, yeah, but it's a white glowstick in a grayed out scene, not a detalied schlong with veins and all. Or are you telling me you have something different drawn there?

..... but if blurred = explicit, then their first time in chapter 6 is also explicit.....

All in all, I think it's kinda wild that your takeaway from the difference between two scenes is not how intimate and sweet their first time is, how respectful Tsujimoto is towards Haru, how he places Haru's pleasure above his own, how he's completely ready and willing to stop when Haru gets overwhelmed and to reassure Haru that they're in absolutely no rush to chase sexual satisfaction (compared to the asshole sempai who only wanted to get off on his own with no consideration of Haru), but rather your focus is "one scene has DICK and one has NOT and THAT'S SO WEIRD, AUTHOR IS WEIRD!!" ┑(￣Д ￣)┍

You're gonna conveniently ignore my other comment then yes it is weird and will always be weird that authors CHOOSE to draw sa and rape as explicit we can see so clearly in chapter 2 or 3 when there's another flashback absolutely nothing is shown but you can tell what appended so they can do it but CHOOSE to draw sa like that's and you want me to not think it's weird it is has always been and will always be. And can I not enjoy their first time while also commenting on another point do ppl get one opinion per manga no

The chapter 6 I read was blurred it wasn't there also your missing the point my issue isn't with CONSENSUAL sex being shown as explicit

I "ignored" that comment because it has nothing to do with your original argument, which was that it's apparently weird that the SA scene contains dicks while their first time doesn't (it does, but ok). You thinking dicks in SA scenes should never be drawn has nothing to do with that original comparison of the SA scene and the first time scene. If you think having dicks in SA scenes is weird and gross, I have no issue with that opinion. I do, however, think it's really strange to draw comparisons between the SA scene and the main couple's first time simply because of the frequency of dicks (which, again, is the argument I was commenting on).

My guy, I'm going to do a overall reply because there is so much and English is not my first language. So from what I gathered you are annoyed about a dick? In a YAOI manga? Dude what? You are acting like a puritan over something it's not meant to be and, in my eyes it was not portrait as such.
"Oh it could be less explicit!"
It was 2 panels not pages PANELS not saying it's not horrible it is! But it is meant to be. I also hate when authors throw a rape scene out off nowhere just for plot. But in this case I don't think it was the case.