Ur so real for this
But he is not a submissive bottom. More like he is into loving sex with the person he likes.
right like idk where sadism and the "top is be a secret bottom" came from; he yearns for some type of meaning from intimacy after years of meaningless sex, its why he reaches out with affection thats outside the scope of their agreement. i wish it didnt have so much rape and the mc leaves nanjo ALONE so we get something other than rape. like maybe we see nanjo maybe miss him? or something, its so one-sided ugh wasted potential indeed
There’s so much wasted potential here. How amazing this story would’ve been if instead of the plot moving to mc forcing himself on nanjo and this becoming just another generic rape fantasy, it instead went with the mc realizing that his sadism is only connected to topping and that he naturally is a submissive bottom that wants to be spoiled by nanjo. Ig it could still be going that direction in the end, but this current rapey tangent is totally ruining it for me.