Roses and Champagne had scenes like that with the seme. Warning: It’s pretty toxic
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/night_by_the_sea/
Suicidal bottom
If you're requesting this then you've most likely already read A Trace of the Wonder but it's the only one I can think of, had pretty cool plot too if the romance doesn't end up seducing you
Raising a bat, but only if you don't mind explicit attempts
Star Catcher (webtoon)
Serious Joke (second season)
I love roses and champagne and keep up with it
I have not! It’s on my list but sadly has been neglected… thank you so much! I’m reading it now
I wanna read a good BL with a suicidal or sacrificial character… I’d prefer it to be the uke but it can also be the seme.