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Hugss. I’m going through nearly the same thing, but with friends. We can get through this!
WTF ?
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Hugss. I’m going through nearly the same thing, but with friends. We can get through this!
WTF ?
So it’s not about this story but damn I was reading the novel right?… Go away am gonna yap a life update or sumn idk a meltdown
tell me THE FUCK WHY IN FUCKING WORLD calm
Calm down
Why am I crying againn? WHA HAFEN VELLA??? it was so unprovoked. I remembered a memory. Fuck. The tears mann. Fuck. Fuck I SHOULD REALLY SLEEP 12 mn tops. 3 ams be making shit memories win.
Idk. Maybe it’s because this is a story about chances. Like any other story really. A chance to change fate.
And here I thought I’ve moved on. How in the fucking world am I even going to do that. I’ve tried everything. I went no-contact. I literally broke off the connection. Blocked. Deleted. But for the life of me. Even when I broke no contact and got torn to shreds. Fuck bro. There’s no fucking escape.
I fucking need truck-kun.
Send me to another world really. Not even.
Amnesia. That’ll do it.
make me forget.
This is my curse. Karma. I severed the connection. In hopes it’ll stop hurting me. There really was no other way. I would’ve chosen differently. I would. Now the thread clings to my arm like melted candle wax. Not exactly burning but hurts you enough to remind you it’s there.
And funny thing is, not really funny, more like pathetic, pathetic thing is, it makes me hope they also still think of me or something. Like the universe is not done with us yet. Like a fucking moron. Sometimes, even when I hate being dumb, I can’t help but being one.
I. I won’t go back. Never. Not again. Not after everything. This is seriously a curse. How’s it even my fault anyway why am I getting this shitty ass karma I was fucking crying every two days back then FUCK THAT
That actually made me feel better FUCK IT ALL honestly fuck my brain for remembering fuck me for hoping fuck the universe for letting us meet