So true …
I can still remember my friend calling because it happens that I didn’t reply to their inquiry
*Cough* texting sometimes takes me more than five days to reply even though I feel guilty about it.
As an introvert with avoidant attachment style, I relate to him. Even though I like someone idk how to express it or question myself, do I really deserve to be loved ... And continued overthinking made me extremely exhausted, ended up gaslighting myself to do it next time or believe I already did. I hate myself T°T
I so get you! Even though I had my chances, my personality made my freindships meagre and love life nonexistent which is coming back to bite me in the a** now...
Lmao I dread opening them, so I waste time cause I don't know what in the Pandora's box is it about, could be a simple hi hello or suddenly asking you to hang out, then dread about how to reply so I waste more time, then I think too much, I thought I already sent a reply then by the time I notice too much time has passed so I ended up not replying. Rinse and repeat
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-story of my life orz
Same lol. I hate getting out of the house and I hate any requests for a visit or dropping by to visit. I know I won't feel awkward when a particular few I'm comfortable with DO visit, in fact sometimes I even have fun when they visit but I just hate to be bothered, thinking I'd rather just avoid any possibilities of a problem occuring.
And I just remembered I ignored a call today and forgot to text back. Oops.
As an introvert I can relate to him about replying to messages.