could i know what’s the turmoil
omg
There's quite a few mentions of it in previous topics and I don't want to rehash everything so I may just give a quick run down.
1. Lots of misunderstandings all around, fueled by lies/delusions/lack of communication. Yohan and Jun will have a fallout due to a mishap with Yohan's family, Yohan assaults Jun in a fit of rage and their relationship remains absymal until they reach university.
2. During the fallout, Jun experiences isolation by his classmates and sometimes physical bullying due to Yohan's influence on the class. Jun does fight back though. Yohan doesn't physically engage in the bullying but he certainly doesn't help control it.
3. At some point Jun decides to rely more on himself and another classmate. Yohan gets jealous and tries to "resolve" the conflict between him and Jun but honestly he just sucks at communication (which makes sense considering his past abuse at the hands of his father and the resulting mental trauma). Jun rebukes all efforts at reconciliation, understandable, and neither work things out until Yohan gets injured at uni while trying to save Jun. Yohan never really verbally apologizes for everything but Jun basically takes Yohan's act of saving him as his apology.
Update for those concerned about the assault -SPOILERS- warning for obvious reasons
Yohan does not r*** Jun, he practically breaks his arm while forcing him facedown onto his lap. At no point does Yohan actively try to engage with him sexually during the encounter though. He does however force him into a vulnerable position and cuts off his breathing at one point. Jun finds an opening to escape shortly afterwards. Neither are in a good mental state but I do believe its the last time Yohan puts his hands on Jun to directly harm him iirc. That doesn't mean he doesn't fuck with him mentally afterwards though. Yohan has preconceived notions and beliefs about Jun that aren't factual and I don't believe Jun would have been able to change his views at any point during the fallout. Even after they get together he still doesn't believe Jun when he says he loves him.
At least the sex was 10/10
Yohan had been thinking of dominating Jun since day one. He is literally obsessed with the way Jun looks (his face, his body, his expressions etc). There's only like 5-6 instances from what I read of their escapades but damn are they graphic. Desecration of the sink, tub, mirror, & car that Yohan bought purely for sex. I'm pretty sure Yohan would have done shit in public if Jun let him.
For Jun, ah Jun...Jun gets hard everytime he catches a glimpse of Yohan's burn scars so they're both just horny af. Jun's refractory period has got to be like 5 seconds or smth. You could add Yohan to the big dick club based on Jun's constant thoughts of his size alone.
I wish we could skip the turmoil/angst and just go straight to their uni days ╥_╥