girl you thinking way too deep about this. he’s not DL, he just can’t admit his feelings yet. besides, the author hasn’t even given us his past relationships, let alone with a woman.
Girlll it could have also been a lavender marriage
It clearly wasn't. Why would he tell his ex-wife he'd be waiting for her to come back if she changed her mind and get anxiety about how she figured he didn't rly love her?
Makes sense ! I wonder what really happened then!!!
Same, rly curious! Both abt the marriage and what other guy Ian is talking about
I'm not saying he cheated on his wife, that was just a characteristic of most DL men. Mans has been suppressing himself so much is it truly shocking he'd hide being gay by marrying a woman? The woman's reaction clearly dismisses the lavender marriage theory cz she sounded like she was hurt by him and didn't want anything to do with him anymore. She sounded like she was tired of being used. His reaction too reveals a crack in his mask.His panic attacks aren't just from shit done to him but also shit he has done.
Bottom is giving DL vibes.
DL meaning down low refers to gay men who live straight but are gay asf. They marry women and have children so they can be gay in peace often times being pathological cheaters.