
At some point in the story Ilay thinks that Taeui ran away from him and took it as a betrayal. Taeui was actually about to head back to Ilay but it was too late and Ilay SA him, again and doesn’t even give him a chance to explain what happened
Honestly it sucks he backtracked like that because after scenes like this, all I want to see is him doting on Taeui ╥﹏╥

Yes he gets a bit better again after that but mostly in the side stories. Still not good enough for what I personally hoped for, but it’s not like they end up with other people or anything. They both clearly only want each other even if they (mostly Ilay) has a hard time coming to terms with it.
If you don’t have access to the novel, you can look up “passion BL spoiler” and can find a website where they break down each volume with a summary if you want more spoilers.

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He ain’t runaway, more like kidnapped by this Arab dude who wants him to build him a weapon after jaeui announced he would stop doing that shit. however the Arab dude is lowkey actually highkey attracted to him so even when jaeui refuses, he just lets him live lavishly in his mansion until he agrees to make it. jaeui has no problem with this and doesn’t fight back coz he’s living the life, that’s it really. but things change when Taeui gets in the picture, HEHE

NGL I WAS very disappointed with that part as we should be bc what the fuck, and the novel lowkey ends like that with taeui just explaining himself and ilay being all happy. in my opinion taeui deserves the smack the shit out of him after that one. now the OTHER novels is where the GOOD SHIT IS. The FLUFF. So HOLD YOUR HORSES
me trying to enjoy these last moments before taeui vanishes for a million chapters and ilay turns evil again