
Yeah. He was blaming himself bc he thinks the dude in coma lost his job in the first place bc of his drug scandal(they were in the same company before) he pitied him and got him the role when they were reshooting the movie and that's when the accident happend. Plus he realized he didnt cared if mc did it or not even if it meant his friend dying. So he feels responsible.

I also wanna clarify that ML isnt a rapist. The first time they had sex he too was high as a kite. And the part where he threatens that he will force himself on MC is yeah icky but MC has the power to kick his ass at any time possible but he doesnt bc he also fucking like that toxic shit ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ Both of them are horrible people who are obsessed with each other lol and that's why it is so good. Have a nice day <33

Yeah after he asked "did you do it?" Mc says "will you even trust me if i say the truth?" And he says yes. Whatever you say i will accept as the truth. I trust you. They spent some time apart bc mc takes care of his friend in coma due to his guilt. After coming to realization also he TELLS mc that he doesnt even care if he did it or not. Mc still feels bad bc ml doubted him but mc is literally skeptic to the point of illness. He doubts everyone. Bros live like married couples, literally pays nothing when spending time with the ml and dude wonders if ml is still trying to use him (●'◡'●)ノ

I mean just because one may have power to kick back doesn’t mean SA did not happen. I just think ML is worse because he kept being insistent with someone who clearly didn’t want to associate with him anymore, being very pushy, and he did rape in side story, I don’t remember too much but ML got jealous and took him to the bed, MC did not consent beforehand.
About everything he did is icky and just nasty. Of course, MC isn’t so much better and has his nasty moments that I don’t appreciate one bit. I agree that both are toxic, and I’m pretty sure both have SA’ed one another—just that ML definitely did rape but if you want, you can check side story to make sure.
I’m reading too many BLs and novel nowadays to remember properly, too lazy to check… lmao.
And thanks for the nice day, needed it. I hope I have one tomorrow.

Ohh, thank you so much by the way. So basically ML is a total simp willing to look past whatever he did, lmao. I wrote my recent other reply before seeing this, I can safely say I kinda see ML in a new light.
Also don’t get me wrong!! I only mentioned the rape part because some were acting like MC was the only one that did it(??) and treating ML like a saint.
Other than the acknowledgment that both have SA’ed, I truly don’t give a damn especially since SA is in about majority of BLs…not worth complaining about at times, nothing I can do.
Isn’t MC rich? And ML too?

Mc is rich rich. Super duper "i can fund your fun little hobby movie all by myself and you can burn it to the ground if you are angry at me and i wouldnt care" kind of rich. Ml was poor up until the movie was a success due to his drug scandal he had to take loan from loansharks etc. Mc is used to whoever around him is using him. So he gets angry at ml when he realizes he spends nothing when they spend time together even when ml was poor.
Oh, i also think the scene you talk about in the sidestories is dubious consent at best. Cause ml was angry and jealous. Mc was going to stop him but actively chosed not to when ml said "i love you jaehan". And when it ended he hit him and warned him that if he ever does this again there will be consequences and he let this happen as a one time thing. That's why i think it's dub consent anyway but i see now that it can be interpreted as AS too. Thanks! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ im obsessed with this story sorry for ranting too long ╥﹏╥
I’m the only one that loves MC. Cause how the fuck are we defending the rapist and the one that drugged MC to the point he almost lost his life (iirc).
They’re both toxic, but let’s not act as if that other guy is any better. He’s too persistent and pushy, it’s annoying. And then raped again because he was jealous, dude have some self control.
I think what got me the most was ML being accusing towards MC and if he was the reason that the coworker blondie got hospitalised. Does anyone remember if he was being serious or just trying to test MC?