
However, I think she knows that. it's one of the many reasons it took her this long to really say, "I love her." With the age gap (It being weird) and her being a "bad influence," she felt guilty and, in her words, didn’t want to ruin doyeon's life more than she already had, so she pushes her away and says how she only used her. But after all that, selfish or not, she still fought for her and realized that she loved Doyeon. That there is no world where she could live without her. I find it quite interesting; it's a lot of psychological turmoil, which gives it a sense of realism, but idk.

That is a fair point however jinjoo will always be kind of creepy to me. I mean didn’t she offer herself to doyeon to repay her knowing that doyeon is super young. I believe boundaries should’ve been established a long time ago but then again that’s what this story is about. It’s age gap. So I can’t really complain about the story too much. Although if I could change things I’d say doyeon meets a girl her age that’s good for her and jinjoo and her go their separate ways.

Right... but I feel sad for doyeon
This is what you call "being in love with a wrong person at a wrong time" honestly
Even if it just a story.. doesn't Author-nim feel bad about doyeon current state??
I started reading it because it's interesting stayed for the plot but... honestly only staying because I'm dying to see the ending now. Please end this misery already.
Doyeon.. is at the end of stick here..
I feel like all she’s done is be a bad influence for doyeon and I feel like if they never met doyeon would be in a much better place. Also! The age gap in itself is a bit weird with the fact that doyeon was so little when she met jinjoo. Even though they were both adults (I think) when they got together and stuff I still hate the whole dynamic. I don’t care if it’s toxic Yuri I hate jinjoo( ̄へ ̄)