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Bcz angst bro fkkflf
Well, actually when the mind doesn't want it, it won't. His older self or original self is too tired of his life that's why we seen at the first season where the ML left a suicide note. It's most likely a psychological disorder that made him like that right now. We're also still not sure why he despise the MC the most though, it was never explained YET if we get back to the last season again around 20 chapters, the 20-year-old ML said HE LIKES HIM from when he immerged in that body.
this manhwa makes no sense. why would he forget all of his memories instead of simply recovering his previous memories and merging them together? plus in the beginning I think it was implied by ML's female esper friend that the ML had a thing for the guide and now he actually despised him? idk I'm either misremembering or I'm not following