I get where your coming from but you have to remember this is a person who has never felt love from anyone for like 23 years so having to learn it is very hard to do she never had anything come for free and now she has to unbuild all of that and try to start over and that take time trust me I have been trying to do the same thing for about six years it hard
Everything she thinks or does is colored by her trauma. There’s also a certain level of distortion from learning that she is both an outsider in this world, and that what she “knows” to be true is not necessarily accurate. And she never thought of it as abandoning him. She literally pulled all kinds of shit to reunite him with his loving parents.
She never wanted to be adopted into his house, his family just went ahead without asking, then Richard got (understandably) upset when the Etams took her back. But at that point she was living in fear of the false charges against her, so she couldn’t just loiter around somewhere visible, and even if she had tried to stay with Richard’s family, there’s no way any of the Etams would have allowed it without an enormous power struggle.
It’s really his father’s fault for making promises to his son without even asking for her opinion about an adoption. Besides, even if she hadn’t left, if the adoption had gone through, it would have gotten pretty damn messy once Richard realized his romantic feelings for her.
naah, she's still fixed on "the original plot is soon going to happen" thing. she already changed so much in the plot and she still thinks everything will happen just like in the past. she's just gonna make others suffer, if not emotionally, because of her insistence that they will follow the plot. that is the most annoying trope within this trope of transmigration/reincarnation/regression. everytime a MC's hang on that thought despite seeing big changes THEY caused, it puts me off.
understandable if they were just in the beginning or they don't see much change in the world around them. there are manhwas that did that and still balanced it with a rational MC.
but in this type of case, when major events happened differently, did they really think the so called plot they knew will happen? they're not even an actual child anymore. they should at least consider the impact they are doing.ヽ(`д´；)/
I don’t really see that as much since she has recognized that people are different than previously described in the novel, and has actively changed them. Her hesitation isn’t because she thinks the plot is set in stone, it’s because she’s still not used to the concept that people love, support, and care for her. The idea of being sought after or treated with affection feels so foreign that she instinctively doubts it. She has also been slowly building her confidence and self esteem.
I can definitely see some behaviors that could seem like what you’re saying, but what I like about this story and MC is that they can all be explained by her trauma and psychological struggles, rather than a casual insistence that the OG story is unchangable despite the MC past an ongoing changes
This is what I was tring to say you are right (could not put it in words)
the people i dislike the most are those that decide for me without listening to my own thoughts.
mc is starting to be like that, assuming what other's thoughts about her are. sad, but getting annoying at this point. her family and friends treated her well and lovingly and yet she has the audacity to doubt them so much. annoying annoying annoying. dropping this. i also hate how she did not even give richard a peace of mind by sending a letter. she was clearly aware of the kid's abandonment issues and yet, abandoned him because 'i cAn'T gEt ClOsE wiTh tHe mAlE lEadS aNyMoRe'. what a load of bs. i really really am annoyed.