Nah same bestie, i used to find it really hot, but now it lowkey gives me the ick when reading about seme or like even men in josei not listening to their partners in bed. But I understand it can be fun reading when you don’t really think about it deeply and perceive it fully fictional, but when I think about real life implications it instantly weirds me out.
Yeah I'm trying to not take it too seriously, but sometimes I can't help myself, especially when I read the first 15 ch.
I also don't like forceful semes but where in ch 15 did he reject gon? tbh, these manhwa have the best sex scenes cuz you can see the bottom enjoying it. Their dynamic is so much better than most manhwas out there..
I also agree with the last part but I liked how it was balanced with Haon being short tempered and quick to act on his emotions. I usually find it very cliche but it matches both of them tho I did felt a bit disillusioned with Gon, especially with his reaction to finding out Haon was alive at the beginning. Wish he'd grown a bit more expressibe throughout the story. It made sense in the beginning with his backstory but I wish he'd grown more expressive.
Ig, like especially later in 2nd season it is very consensual, but I still can't get over the beginning. That's why I have mixed feeling, still love this manhwa oveall, but some certain elements are giving me ick
Yeah now I feel I wrote it wrong. What annoys me isn't Haon being too emotional, but Rigon not being emotional enough.
Plus how he always "wins" their teasing fights.
The art is as juicy as Haon's ass, the spicy scenes are hot af and there's a lot of them, so perfect whenever I feel horny, BUT I really can't stand Rigon. Sure he's hot and the way they get to the spicy scenes are really someting thanks to him, but when I think abt him a little bit, he gaves me ick. The way he always treats Haon is...
I guess Haon loves him too, so it comes up as less creepy, but I feel uneasy how kinda grapy it is (at least in the 1st season). How he like forces Haon into s€× and how he never listens to "no" or "stop". Sure nothing new in the Yaoi genre, but the older I get, the less comfortable I'm with it, even though it's all fiction, just a fantasy and I admit there's someting hot abt it. Just so I hope to never get a partner like Rigon.
Btw. What also annoys me is how Haon always ended up being weaker, more sensitive and crybaby. Nothing wrong with men being emotional, but why can't Rigon cry more? Yes Haon is an uke, but I feel like this trope deserves more equal partners.