Recos where the mc wants to die

Idk if this counts but “Dreadful night” (BL) might be a good rec?? I just remember that each time the mc dies the world/game resets etc. Horror and game stuff iykyk

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cocoon_of_the_heart/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_trace_of_the_wonder/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/miracle_illusion/

Idk if this is what you are looking for but here you go

Oh sounds interesting, ill read it thank you

Thank you so much!