is he not having pedophilic crisis

i am too , i still imagine abel as the bulky guy and his highness as that little kid each time they have intimate contact and im troubled cause i cant seem to swallow my saliva while reading that panel

ikr like yea that love story so precious ykyk i get it but like i just can't get the image of them as as a bulky guy and a kid
but it's fine I like to think that the king is a diff person

further chaps, abel is still mentally 18 yrs old and compare to karas who has more experience further, abel is much innocent at some point. (spoiler) so there will be a situation where both of them dont know what they're doing(perv scene) and then after that karas will "learn a lot" from his knights lol, but he will get a hard time to convince abel as abel still think he shouldnt feel and do that way to his highness. so, we'll see a lot of scenes where abel don't know and understand what he's feeling, while karas are already sure of what he feel towards abel. (in terms of mentality, its the other way around)

i see , thank you

would you be so kind to give us where you read it ?

here's the link. tho i forgot which chapter is the last chap. https://lilyonthevalley.com/story/rgs/