
Sorry what lowk, highest key honestly. It's -50 lowk LMAO. I cant with this guy. Like bro just accept your dumbass life atp like just take the healthy albeit age gapped relationship already and settle before you die a lonely wuss with his own kid questioning the sanity of their parent.
Like imagine we were to get some dumbass plot twist where the older uke runs away to the point of dying either in a stupid accident or suicide Idfk and leaves the kid behind which the younger seme would no doubt take under his wing and adopt and raise him with it being the last thing he has of the guy he loves . Comes home with a kid like "yo mom I'm raising a kid!" And the mom all like "who, when, where, what?!" LMAO. Like an irony.
But real lowk is that it would be a fun different ending. "So remember HIM. I'm the one who pursued him after high school, but the dummy couldn't reconcile his childhood trauma with our fucked up neighbors so he ran away after x years of dating when our relationship was serious and had a kid trying to be "normal" but he named him after me bc I'm perfect but now he died and left us both behind with half-assed resolution . I will always love him and this kid and I am gonna be his father now ty. Please welcome us

Oh no lol. I mean I understand where he is coming from and everything, but at the point where he literally named his kid after the giy he wouldnt be able to forget and then still denying himself a proper relationship atp, I was hoping the turning point for him to come to terms with shit and actually seek help to resolve his trauma would come soon, but you tell me it gets worse instead of better

Im litrally gay and trans i knowwww what the queer struggle is lol. But hes pushing 40 leading this poor boy who he has a ridiculous age gap w and NAMED HIS FUCKING CHILD AFTER? idk how the "queer struggle" got amything to do w that. Just beacuse u go through things in ur past does not give you the right to hurt others which hes obviously doing. Also. Its not real.

I'm not saying what he's doing is right but this is a story about queer struggles and trauma you can't expect him to be perfect what reason would we have to continue reading if everything in the story was done right?? If he wasn't flawed and fucking up that's the whole plot watching them heal and reconcile so yes obviously it does have to do with him being queer, it doesn't matter if he's 40 tho you don't magically turn into a better person in your 20s, the age gap tho aight understandable if ppl feel uncomfortable but everything else nah dude

There's a limit to some things though. How many people he gotta hurt before he decides he wants to heal? Ofc they gotta make it extra dramatic for fiction. Still, I've definitely read queer stories with better turnout of reaching the healing part than what seems to be the case in this one. Like Ik there are even people who actually never develop irl but come on. This dude giving me Sasuke from Naruto vibes at this point. Running in circles in denial of the people who actually care about him, thinking he's unable to love because his parents were trash people who couldnt accept him so why should anyone else in the world accept him? Why drag anyone else down to his level? Better to half-assedly push them away before he taints them huh? Bro it's too late ya'll lived together in a pretty serious relationship for a while, why only think of societal consequences NOW????? - It's giving runaway bride that got cold feet and ran away from the altar
Met mc in elementary dated him freshly out of high school ghosted him for 8years named his child after him only to be bad parent who lets his fuckbuddy who hates his son babysit him cause it’s free pushing 40 and still indecisive and corny CHOP