I can't say anything man I'm crying this whole week has been hard for me, my tears are not tears anymore

Haha deleted my long ass para hahaha (i knew that would happen and so I had copy pasted it!!! Won't work on me heh)





Yes what Jinhyeong did *is* wrong! Yes what Songrik did *is* also wrong! Ppl who say "Jinhyeong dud nothing wrong and have low reading capability" please stop! Each amd every story cam be interpreted in what readers can get thru their brain but yes if it is wrong then it is! Anyways. Both did wrong. Songrik bullied Jinhyeong. Jinhyeong said something about Songrik He shouldn't have- that is about families. He had a bunch to say, like how he is poor or works part time job or his hair- literally anything but family. Songrik infact didn't used Jinhyeong's family but his usual habits- which Jinhyeong thinks is weird and wrong because of his father. Amd they are literally what you call 17Yrs old with no world experience. Songrik, a 17 Yr old himself, wamted another 17 Yr old to live with him. This is where it will go all wrong. They are young, they are kids, you don't throw them out in wild. What Songrik was expecting of Jinhyeong was too much. And so was Jinhyeong! He knew probably in the back of his mind his father is scum, but (how I will describe it consideringi have been in that situationmyself and still am in the situation) he has never been given to decide for himself or fetch for himself. Parents do this so their kids, don't go out of the way the parents set for them, "walk in the right path we set for you, you will get success if you do as we say to you, low class ppl have no manners and no education and they are dirty, alwaysbe with ppl who can help you reach the new heights, show everyoneyour best- whetherit is your relative or youd friend- no one except us your parents will be there for you in your hard times, we are harsh becauseit is for you and your future, and never touch or go to ppl lower than you- be it in grades, class or whatever else" and more; been there. It is hard to come out of that shell. It takes years (considering I have not been able to come out of it either and im trying to figure it out myself) Jinhyeong is 26, he understands his father and his behavior even more now. He is now almost out of the shell his father kept him in for years- and that's where, his unrealistic dream of being with Lee Songrik and him, together with his family came in. I dreamt of being friends with this one person for years. 8 months later, friendship broke, probably me being the reason. Unlike Songrik who used bullying against Jinhyeong to keep him by his side which fortunatelyofc did not worked consideringthat would have been only toxic and would have led to more severe consequences, Song Uyun kept his loyalty and love for Jinhyeong to keep him by his side! Im sure we will get to see Our now more matured and happy Songrik soon (Hopefully fingers crossed

Next few lines again aghhhh!!!!
Moral of the story out of this para- both are wrong, both did not understood their wrongs at that time and only regretted doing it, most parents are not like what you see among American shows and yes there are parents such as these ones out there, who take too much pride in themselves and fuck their kids up like Jinhyeong's or be a mess and abusive and also fucked up in their brains like Songrik's. Blame the pwrents- not the kids. They did wrong, they understood it yrs later, and like Jinhyeong, left the house (can a song uyun adopt me too?)

(Ps: I need a regret chap of Jinhyeong to Songrik. Fall on your legs and kneel and bow down to Songrik for that parents line, Jinhyeong. I call you my twin and I never said bad about my ex friend's parents man. Be good and do that!)