I just can’t get over it they were more friends but less than lovers. As they said they were brothers they were each others salvation. In order to rely on someone it doesn’t always have to romantic and I feel like that’s smt we gotta differentiate between. I don’t think they could have stayed as friends after everything that happened they were doomed from the start due to their broken environments. The way song rik thought the only way for them to be family is for jihnyeong to be just as broken as he is breaks me I can’t hate him. At the end of the day they were teenagers who were unable to communicate properly due to never being taught how to digest their feelings oh god the more I think/write on it the more this ache ing my heart gets

Bro I’m holding back the tears because it’s 1.03AM . The fact he said “let’s ends the friendship here the wounds are too deep” but they ended on good terms kills me. No I lied tears are rolling down my face now. The fact that I feel guilty for wanting them to ended up together even tho the TA is happy with the MC. Like damn I’m confusing family love with romantic rn. Oh god this story is too much anyone give me recs like thid