
u can still read it im not telling u not to or anything. i didn't like it personally since there's a lot of abuse from the ml (slight spoilers I'm only telling u the trigger warnings so that you're prepared): there's rape, there's a lottt of coercive sex (which I saw as rape), there's a rape scene which goes on for quite a few chaps, there's non consensual drug use, emotional abuse, mentions of suicide, stuff like that. again I'm NOT saying u shouldnt read it hell u probably might even like it like everybody else does, but this is smth u should know I think since u were (rightfully) weirded out by chap 2.
ugh everybody's grandma is reading this but i just can't get past ch. 2 like the forceful scene is throwing me off so badddd pls tell me it gets better