2nd or 3rd lifetime?

Rn it’s his first lifetime what we were reading before in season 1 and 2 was his 2nd lifetime

Then why did Ido say that he saw Sejin's death twice? Like when they were talking about the guns he literally said he made the same mistakes twice? Helpp

He probably said he didn’t want to make the same mistake twice? Orrr I could be wrong. Which chapter did he say he say he made the same mistake twice if you don’t mind me asking?

I can't look for it now but I think at one point he did mention them dying at least twice before the most recent lifetime. I think it was the second lifetime where he learned the truth that Sejin meant no harm and was being coerced by his family. I think Sejin may have been killed by him or his brother in one of the lifetimes. And I think in one of the lifetimes he tried to keep Sejin locked to him and it made Sejin kill himself to get away. So in this lifetime he's was trying to set up a good life for him and set him free because he believes it's his presence that keeps killing him.

It was in chapter 63

i’m pretty sure he meant he wouldn’t let it happen again because he said “There’s nothing more foolish than making same mistake twice, that’s why I discarded the bullets.”

It happened once and it’d be foolish of him if he let it happen again, that’s why he had the bullets discarded.

I thought that was a metaphor. I feel the lives have ZERO transition. I'm gonna have time re read.