Like, i knew from the first flashback Top probably was sick when he said "Disgusting". Unfortunate. (I wonder if he vomited on himself and that's why he was freaking at the reunion when someone wanted to talk about it.) But, like, omg, these losers. In the Top's head:
MC stops talking to him,
moves out,
then moves back,
gets molested by his lil brother
So he decides instead of rebuilding their friendship, sparking the flame, or even asking him out, to molest/rape him
Do it again
Then confess
And I thought he was supposed to be smart.
Puppy is not better by taking advantage of the MC at every opportunity.
But, lol, idk, im usually fine with abuse and rape, but definitely not when they supposed to love them/or are friends, this has both. So maybe that why this one has got me so up in arms(?), ugh. Not sure if the MC can do better, but he cant do worse, lmao, bc with friends like these, who needs enemies
Bottom: "Whatever, I dont care, you do whatever you want anyway"
Top: "Well, since I have your consent, and you saying no is definitely not registering haha"
Bottom, in tears: "why do I have to be humiliated/abused/raped/etc by you when its all your fault??"
Top, angrily, silently, in his head, definitely not saying it aloud: "But... this is your fault... for not communicating to me when we were kids"
Someone help, this man is sending me spiraling and I cant stop reading bc I want to see how they resolve it. God, they're so stupid.