Because he wanted to top Taeui.
Because xinlu is obsessed with tae as much as ilay is and literally a few chapters back he told him he didn’t care if it was just his corpse he would take him back home with him. He’s just weird and a freak
Dawg pointed the gun at Tae and was fully about to pull the trigger because he wants Tae with him dead or alive and it’s easier dead
But they both have the obsession of I'll have you no matter what, dead or alive tho, right ? Ilay is more like if I can't have you, no one can, while xin is more of a I'm happy as long as I have u dead or alive . Ig xin is worse tho... but one raped while the other is willing to kill . Idk no more, just poor taeui. Ig ilay is willing to let Tae be Tae ig....
Ilay was at a certain point with the I’ll have him dead or alive notion but now he’s expressed that he doesn’t want Tae to die and he finds himself upset at the thought of harm to Tae.
Help. I know both ilay and xinlu are terrible but I forgot the reason why xinlu is terrible....