I honestly doesn't have the guts, if I'm Tay I'm not sure I want to top Ilay. Lmao. Also it's matters of preference yes. Tay prefer topping, but he also has a preference for cute twink instead of this monstrous display of strength embodiment (Ilay). Ilay isn't his type at all. And as a victim of abuse, especially s.a I don't really wanna rape my perpetrator back. I want to get away from them and doesn't have anything to do with them. But that's just my thoughts
I'm so sorry for what happened to you.
ig your point make sense. topping Ilay when you prefer cute guys will be scary.
as much as it is fuck up, I'm glad Taeui did what he did, from a character stand point. he's taking back what Ilay did to him in the same fucked up way he did.
tho I'm kinda confused on why he still doesn't top him cuz he said he prefer topping, so it just feels like it's just making excuses to make him stick to the "bottom" role. making him top and make Ilay experience what he did to him would be much more interesting, and feel's like something a victim of abuse would do.
what he did is kinda understandable and different to other bl mc. and it also fits his character to take back