spoilers + my review

i skimmed the raws, it's not completed, it's at chapter 45 i'm pretty sure. i'll go over the next 20 chapters (might leave some stuff out i forgot, i'll try to keep it accurate lol) and then i'll give my review. as of chapter 27 we get left off in the middle of the male lead's backstory. the 1st male lead was an omega to his parents' disdain and was pretty much neglected and had his life micromanaged by them. one day, his father was talking to a close friend, the 2nd male lead's father, and they were discussing surgically altering an omega to become an alpha. this surgery was still experimental, and the 1st male lead overheard, recorded it, followed the 2nd male lead's father, and convinced him to give him the surgery. 1st male lead has the surgery done, and then there's a time skip, a few years later the 2nd male lead comes to his doctor's office or study and sees the 1st male lead again. after the backstory, the main character and 2nd male lead get married. it's a marriage of convenience, but the 2nd male lead has feelings for the main character. the main character still isn't over the 1st male lead and gets very depressed. he promises not to hurt the 2nd male lead because he's aware of his feelings. i think there was a time skip, a year maybe, to them being at a wedding boutique. the 2nd male lead leaves to try on a suit, and it turns out the 1st male lead is in that same store. the main character sneaks away to meet him. he fucks the 1st male lead in the dressing room. the 2nd male lead comes out and smells the 1st male lead on the main character. anyway, skip to the male lead's engagement party, they fuck again, but the 2nd male lead saw this time, they don't know he saw. he leaves the party, goes to the parking lot, and the main character finds him there. the 2nd male lead gets jealous, kisses him, and the main character pulls away quickly. i'm pretty sure they had a fight. another skip to the 1st male lead's wedding (i don't think this one was actually a skip lmao i forgot what happened). the bride never shows up, and the 1st male lead exposes his parents' abuse and also that he had surgery to change his second gender. he disappears, and before the main character can go find him, the 2nd male lead puts his scarf on him. stuff happens and they leave the country, somewhere in europe i'm pretty sure. the last chapter in the raws i read left off with them finding out that the parents came back to south korea or something, i forgot. i'd give this a 5/10 if it ended with them leaving the country, but it feels like the plot is just being dragged on and on and onnn. i did not like the infidelity in the mc and 2nd ml's relationship at alllllllll and i hated that the mc didn't have a backbone. i love pathetic characters, god knows i eat them up every time, but this main character was just too much for me.