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yuri didn’t say crush, xinlu changed his question to “there’s never anyone who you were captivated by even for a second?”
My bad, he didn't say crush indeed, he said FIRST LOVE. Idk where did u read the novel but from where I read he said that.
Y'all need to read the novel first and I swear there is something weird about their dynamic. Like the fact that Yuri said Xinlu was his first crush when Xinlu was still a fucking child. I don't defend Xinlu's violent behaviors but Yuri is kinda creepy and Xinlu have been dealing with creeps his whole life. The difference is Yuri knows what's wrong and what's right. He also has so much patience and sympathy too. I personally think it would be better if Xinlu were a mad man like Ilay but nope, he is a victim of his own beauty, he loses faith in human but still fake smile every single day so people won't see his weakness. People've been thirsting over him since he was a child and that's sad. Plus, he's not even that into sex like many other MLS-
IDK but I have mixed feeling about this novel. One sec ago I feel bad for Xinlu then one sec later I feel bad for Yuri- ┗( T﹏T )┛