Responses
It's wretched feeling when you know you love the other person more than they love you. This kind of feeling of dread make the feelings really intense and defy all reason. I've experienced it myself, but now looking back I cannot understand why I degraded myself for that kind of imperfect person. That's why I kind off understand. My revenge is not so drastic though, just the total lack of any contact with that person, but its also self-preservation because I can never be complitely sure that I would not get sucked back into it.
As it currently stands, It seems the Seme's idea is to get the uke to become like him. or at least the him he use to be. That his revenge is pretty much him trying to switch the roles they had and relive the events he didn't like. His younger self adore the past Uke (then seme) and had low self esteem so did whatever he could for him despite he himself not liking it at all. Though I still want to know what our seme even saw in our uke to ever feel that way. Because if he wasn't currently imprisoned and having to figure out how to escape and how to deal with the seme the uke's personality has not been shown. The same expression in all the flashbacks, nothing engaging about him in the flashbacks. Why did the seme love the uke in the past?