Exactly like I swear nothing came out of those three chapters except pure fucking torture!! No I don’t like it either, but honestly would’ve rathered ml rape the mc as revenge (privately) than order for someone to gangrape him like, bro wasn’t even part of the raping he literally just ordered someone to do it and came afterwards acting like everything was fine… seriously? He probably deserved what he got before…. No I don’t wish rape on anyone, but these guys didn’t JUST rape him, they literally abused him and kidnapped him too like wtf. (We haven’t seen what happened before to ml so I don’t wanna try compare to something I don’t know about yet, but still). He literally was unable to move as a result. Then you show up and try clean up the aftermath of YOUR own disgusting actions and decisions?? ew. Literally looked disgusted at the pictures that was sent to him during the process too… and looked pissed at mc’s state as well as when he told him to go away…. BITCH BE FOR FUCKING REAL, PLEASE
i read this kind of stuff and i'm self-aware enough to understand that this is fiction. i know it’s wrong, i don’t condone it, i don’t romanticize it, and i definitely don’t think any of it is okay in real life. i read it knowing it’s messed up.
but i’m specifically talking about whatever the hell is going on between juyeon and the mc. i know it’s blackmail, coercion, non-consent, rape but up until now, it hadn’t been this graphic and disgusting. those last three chapters were just... what the actual fuck. and why did it go on for so long? had to jump all the chapters except for the last one bc of how disgusting it was
i know the story is fucked up but there is a story. like, i’m genuinely curious to see how the mc is going to find out who juyeon really is, what he’s going to remember, what the full backstory is, even if it’s morally awful, it’s compelling. and yeah, i do find some of it hot, i’m not gonna lie. but calling those three chapters hot?? be serious, ik juyeon’s getting his revenge bc the mc also organized a gang rape on him and they’re both terrible people but that was literally just illustrated gang rape, no nuance, no narrative purpose.