HELP PLEASE

Me too I'm so lost

I’m super confused too, but in general, I think that in the three past lives (PLs) he’s experienced, he’s never been able to remember them. Now, in his current life, he’s finally starting to remember really important bits and pieces of his relationship with Ines.

He’s super frustrated because he’s realizing, “Wait… if I had remembered all this earlier, I could’ve saved Ines.” He believes he could’ve helped her, protected her, and now he feels guilty and frustrated that she’s had to face everything alone, being punished by reliving this hell over and over again.

He’s not just mad at himself, but also at the whole “why can’t I remember?” situation. Like, why didn’t he try something like Emiliano did to trigger his memories? Carcel has prayed to god, sin to be punished with his past memories but nothing. So now he’s also mad at the gods for that too lol.

I think he’s spiraling in guilt, rage and regret, therefore he’s about to start a war with Oscar and want to kill him once and for all as revenge, because that he’s sure all of Ines’s and his pain in this and all past lives is Oscar’s fault.

thank you sm for this summary (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Ines just remembers her past 2 lives. When she was married to oscar, then when he married the painter and then the current one, but she actually has had 3. The first one she was married to carcel. The snips we see about carcel remembering his past include the first one he had with ines.